죽
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음
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은
의사소통이 불가능한 정황 속에 있는 것이 아니라
더 이상 이해 받을 수 없는 사실 속에 있다
Pier Paolo Pasolini
살기 위한 이유라고 일컫는 것은
죽기 위한 훌륭한 이유도 되는 셈이다
Many a weary night endured
Since the utter charm of joy has pured
My unquiet dreams, my misery
How sweat if I could share with thee
Unable to endure it's smile
Which kindly eased my sombre veil
I frightened turned my burdened head
And hid in slumbers shade instead
But lifted from my mournful rest
Was I by thee nocturnal guest
When though did vow to suffocate
My tranquil dreams in thrones bed
You spoke to me with loathed glow
And thus have though not kept thy vow
For when thy shadow sprang on me
I closed my eyes in ecstasy
Estatic Fear - A Sombre Dance (1999)